Musa, · mihi · causas · memora

1. I will do three days of cardio and one day of weights every week until the tournament.
2. I will not laugh at Tyler whenever I see him.
3. Translation of the 1st Harry Potter book from Latin into English will begin this weekend.
4. I'm not going to blow off English, like I did my entire highschool career.
5. I will not pick my study abroad location based on whether or not a History Boys teacher went there.
6. I will not pick my study abroad location based on whether or not the Keynes family has a dorm named after them.
7. I will not leave studying until the last minute, like I did for Roman Civ.

Current Location:	Williamson 432
Current Mood:	nostalgic
Current Music:	Permission; Sixx:A.M.

i want to sleep.
but i can'tttttt
and i don't know why. 
but im really annoyed about it.

tomorrow is my last day of work
and i have so much i need to do.
im even going in about 45 minutes early
in hopes of it getting done on time. 

college is so soon
i just want to go already. 
and im really jealous of everyone who has already left.

and yeah. 
i dont really have anything to say...

but this seemed better
than staying up all night
writing another will/skandar piece. 

Current Location:	bed
Current Mood:	crappy
Current Music:	Smil: Rod Stewart

As you may or may not know people touching my butt is one thing
that I cannot deal with, at all. 

(Even that one time when I was in the middle of having sex with Mo,
freaking Moria, who is the best bed partner ever, I couldn't
deal with her accidently touching my ass and freaked out for a good ten minutes
before rapidly getting dressed.)

And now my family keeps doing it, all the time. 
And now i'm all flinchy whenever anyone is around me. 

In other news,
if I spend any more time thinking about Skandar Keynes
and William Moseley (or William Moseley and Ben Barnes) engaged in random lewd acts
my brain might actually turn to mush.  

Current Mood:	horny
Current Music:	Olympics

I don’t believe in eternity. But I want to spend it with you.

I wish that I were older now. I don’t want to spend my time waiting. Waiting for the next thing to come along, waiting to do something. You’re what I want. You’re who I want. I want to spend every day waking up beside you, every night kissing you. I don’t want to wait around for some other bloke to come and take you from me, or some chit to steal me from your arms.

I have been looking forward to graduating for the past four years. It was going to be the happiest day of my life. All this high school shit left beind. Another new start, but this time somewhere I wanted to be, that I had picked from legions of other places. 

Even when, at the start of the year, we were told that graduation was the schools, then our parents, then ours, it was going to be my time. I thought to myself 'I know everyone is going to try and make this about themselves, but I'm not going to let them. This is going to be a time for me.'

And now it turns out to be everyone's time but mine. 

From Wednsday afternoon until Sunday night I'll be lucky to spend 24 hours in a single place. 

Leave for Lake Placid
Get to Lake Placid
Stay over night in Lake Placid
Leave Lake Placid
Get to School
Leave School
Go to Florida
Stay overnight in Florida
Leave Florida
Get back to School
Stay over night at School
Leave School
Celebration Somewhere
Get Home

And maybe it wouldn't be that bad, if I was doing it for me. But Lake Placid's for my friends, Florida is for sarahiemumgramma, getting back to school so quickly is for the school, celebrating is for my family. 

I want to fucking scream. Any time I do have at school will be completly unenjoyable either because I'm going to be forced to attend some meaningless ceremony or because I'm going to be tired and cranky because I haven't been able to sleep because all I've been freaking doing is traveling. 

I'm just so fucking angry about all this, and when I type it out it sounds so lame. And I suppose to some extent it is, but why the hell can't I just have one good fucking day?

Current Mood:

angsty

which i didn't work very hard on
but made anway

       

Current Location:	Family Room
Current Mood:	sleepy
Current Music:	HGTC

There was something perfect in the way they loved each other. Something that reminded everyone who saw them together of stories once told, in a longing wistful tone. Theirs was a love that was envied.  

Current Location:	S2X
Current Mood:	anxious
Current Music:	She Will Be Loved- Maroon 5

Well so far the day has been going fairly well 
i didnt sleep last night
as per
so i sleepy now
as per

mum likes sarahie more than she likes me
as per
sarahie got a printer
i got a chess set...

and i somehow managed to not get
the third PotC movie...
but i got money
so i shall be going out and buying it
probably tomorrow
possibly on thursday
when i go to see sweeny todd
:-)

but i did get the 5th harry potter movie
which came with a miniature death eater mask
:-)

now i just have to wait until dinner
and possibly dessert con the murphys
but who really knows?

and now im watching HPatOotP
con my entire household
(minus bea)

Current Location:	Family Room
Current Mood:	lazy
Current Music:	Harry Potter

 i went icon crazy
33
in about 48 hours
good lord above save me

also ive started dabbling in text only
and depending on feedback
may keep dabbling

i like some of them
i do suppose
*sighs*

here ya go

and of course one didn't save (i really liked that one too)
and another needs to be redone
:-(
as per liffffffffe

Current Location:	bed
Current Mood:	and sleepy
Current Music:	Smile

because i have no life?
or possibly because i want to avoid my family
as much as is humanly possible
its like the same thing

whatever
point being
more icons
each one taking me
less than 10 minutes to make

Current Location:	home
Current Mood:	blah
Current Music:	Two Beds and A Coffee Machine

i'm beginning to think that sarahie was right all along and that the most severe form of (mild) child abuse is to name them something absurd. of course all the ideas i had in mind were rather low key in comparison to some of these names:

1) Pilot Inspektor (just because the word is spelled incorrectly does not mean anything)
2) Moses (i know bible names are popular, but this just puts unreasonably high expectations on the kid)
3) Peaches Honeyblossom (this is gag me with a spoon sickly sweet. i wouldn't even drink tea with this name)
3) Lyric (thats a word, not a name. what if i named my child pancake? would that be okay? no, i thought not)
4) Coco (this names a fine nickname, or even dog name. but when the child is clearly white, its just stupid)
5) Ireland {or the name of any country/continent} (because a child named Antartica would fit fine in the world)
6) Sailor (this is almost as bad as #1. what if this child is terrified of water and hates anime? then what?)
7) Aurelius (this names died with the roman empire...)
8) Calico (don't name your child after a cat/dress pattern)
9) Raine (leave the weather to the meterologists.)
10) Wynter (Yes, lets name my child after the most cold and depressing time of the year...)
11) Bluebell (Some plant names are acceptable this is as acceptably as Snapdragon.)
12) Sage (While this is a common-esque name i dont want to season my food with your child.)
13) Heavenly (obviously you're excited about your having a child, but try to keep the heavens to the middle name)
14) Moxie (naming a child after a soft drink is never a good idea, no matter what the word means.)
15) Cannon (Yes, lets name a kid after a weapon, there's a brilliant idea)
16) Apple (this is a fruit. and unless your child is red {or green, or yellow}, shiny, and delicious not the right name)
17) Speck (speck {noun}- a small spot differing in color or substance from that of the surface or material upon which it appears or lies. because every child wants to be a blemish)
18) Tu (if its rude to call someone 'you' in english, its rude in any other language as well..)
19) Hudson (maybe this is just because I live in New York, but why would you name a child after a river where everything dies?)
20) Banjo (nobody even likes this instrument.)
21) Sonnet (this is like lyric, a pretty word, but a word nonetheless.)
22) True (and the can marry someone named False and be a happy couple.)
23) Diva (This is the number one way to make your kid hated before anyone meets them.)
24) Ocean (This is a structure, much like a mountain or a plain.)
25) Roman (this is like naming your child after a country, but worse. nationalities are not names.)
26) Shepherd (this child is probably never even going to come in contact with sheep, nevermind herd them)

mostly this just makes me annoyed at celebrities, since these names were chosen off a list of celebrity baby names.
the only reason these children will be able to survive is because their father is one of the baldwin brothers (or something similar)

another no-no is to give your female child male names such as

1) Dexter (While this might have started out as a name fit for both after the tv show no one will buy it)
2) Mason (Not only is this a stupid name masons have been, traditionally male.)
3) Rowan (also a traditionally male name)

so everyone reading this, although your children may be a while in the coming
think wisely before naming your kid.
and if you have any questions, talk to me.
i was one of those bullies in elementary school who excluded people for having funny names
ill know if itll happen to your kid.

Current Location:	bed
Current Mood:	satisfied
Current Music:	New Model No. 15

These are the top 106 books most often marked as "unread" by LibraryThing's users (as of today). As usual, bold what you have read, italicize what you started but couldn't finish, and strike through what you couldn't stand.

Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell
Anna Karenina
Crime and Punishment
Catch-22
One Hundred Years of Solitude
Wuthering Heights
The Silmarillion (not yet, but one day I will!!!)
Life of Pi
The Name of the Rose
Don Quixote
Moby Dick (pure love for my 4^th grade self)
Ulysses
Madame Bovary
The Odyssey
Pride and Predjudice
Jane Eyre
A Tale of Two Cities
The Brothers Karamazov
Guns, Germs, and Steel
War and Peace
Vanity Fair
The Time Traveler's Wife
The Iliad
Emma
The Blind Assassin
The Kite Runner
Mrs. Dalloway
Great Expectations
American Gods
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius
Atlas Shrugged
Reading Lolita in Tehran
Memoirs of a Geisha
Middlesex
Quicksilver
Wicked
The Canterbury Tales
The Historian
A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
Love in the Time of Cholera
Brave New World
The Fountainhead
Foucault's Pendulum
Middlemarch
Frankenstein
The Count of Monte Cristo
Dracula
A Clockwork Orange
Anansi Boys
The Once and Future King
The Grapes of Wrath 
The Poisonwood Bible
1984
Angels & Demons
The Inferno
The Satanic Verses (not because it wasn’t good, I didn’t have time L)
Sense and Sensibility
The Picture of Dorian Gray
Mansfield Park
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
To the Lighthouse
Tess of the D'Urbervilles
Oliver Twist
Gulliver's Travels
Les Misérables
The Corrections
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time
Dune (again, this shall one day be read. I own it. Now I just the time)
The Prince
The Sound and the Fury
Angela's Ashes
The God of Small Things
A People's History of the United States : 1492-present
Cryptonomicon
Neverwhere
A Confederacy of Dunces
A Short History of Nearly Everything
Dubliners
The Unbearable Lightness of Being Love it.
Beloved (there are not enough words to express how much I hate this book)
Slaughterhouse-five
The Scarlet Letter
Eats, Shoots & Leaves: The Zero Tolerance Approach to Punctuation
The Mists of Avalon (this too I shall finish one day.)
Oryx and Crake
Collapse : How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed
Cloud Atlas
The Confusion
Lolita (another I shall finish)
Persuasion
Northanger Abbey
The Catcher in the Rye
On the Road
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
Freakonomics
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
The Aeneid (reading it now. In latin)
Watership Down
Gravity's Rainbow
The Hobbit (Tolkien, how could you fail me so?)
In Cold Blood
White Teeth
Treasure Island
David Copperfield
The Three Musketeers

Current Location:	latin class(room)
Current Mood:	lazy
Current Music:	birdies chirpping